Thursday, August 03, 2006

3rd August unlucky month. )=

hmm. its been a long time since i even visit my own blog O.O well im back again and i wanna write a lil' something bout my life so far.

first of all. im kinda happy today cause Rayna muimui is back lu. so long nvr see her. she had problems so she had to go back to Ipoh. well today saw her back di lo. ^.^ well i am kinda unlucky this whole month. including July. i don't really know wad has gotten into me. i really think that i am changing into something people dislike ? o.O and my luck turned bad )= well i fought with jun weng which is my one and only pet bro. i don't know why i just cant control it. secondly Jeff is angry at me because of my mistake. but i didnt really realise. i fight back. and now. oh great. we argued. -_-" and thirdly. Dex's like putting his back on me. i don feel that im his close friend anymore. maybe Trived or Asraf is. i dont knoe. oh well. and fourthly. my pet sis Steph is also mad at me. cuz of my sillyness. and cuz i cant control myself. go scold jun weng ?! wtf o.o im seriously in deep shit. and fifth. the gurL i like doesnt like me. oh well. that one i really don't know wad to do edi. i've tried my best to treat her as good as i could. ahh nvm that.
well what can i say. its me against the world. -_-! its pain. its hurting me. argh i hope i could like turn back time. its hard not talking to Jeff. and is hard too keep on being angry at Jun weng. argh. i hate myself.

well. the good thing is. i accepted Christ =D and all i wish for is my friends to be safe. god blezz them. ^^ and also im in the u6bc team already. im kinda happy get to play for them. im in the second team. apparently Jeff is in the first. oh well. urm the competition " Carlsberg Cup " is on this Sunday if im not mistaken. ahhhhh. nervous. now no stamina d. i scared la. T.T hmm. wad else can i say. well what can i say...JESUS RAWKXxX =D

let me talk bout today lor. wake up at 7++ straight away on dota ! =D play play play. use Morphling. damn kao gay l0rhx. 2 aegis 1 boots of travel. one divine one mkb and one s n y. wahlaoo. ownin. XD den after that chao o2jam wit Rodney n Gillian. oh yea. Hsuting mui was in Gillian'z house. talked to them through microphone lorhx. =) den after that go schooL lorhx. talk talk talk then go class d. the whole day almost all teacher din come. so song !! ma play play n talk talk n do project XD well recess time nothing much happen. juz ate alot. siao siao one the canteen suddenly siao duno wad Roti Kentucky Fried Ch#b*i XD and then sell Murtabak. O.O den arr. ma eat with kai jin dey all lorhx. den talk talk talk. =D go back class late. go borrom BM book from Caleb. LawlXx. den after that study study study. " cheeee " den after schooL went out. saw Gillian lo. talk to her. she want sweet. keep on want eat sweet. lolx tomorrow maybe i bring for her lOrhx. =D den come back write blog. that'Z alLL. =D

god please help me in all my problems and bless my friends no matter who they are or how they treated me.
p.s. i really want to be with her. i hope my wish could actually come true. XD i lorve her.

xoxo. ..::..sHawN..::..

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