13th August. Moodless Day.

today is Sunday. second day of carslberg cup. damn cold n no mood to play.

well lets start from yesterday...early morning wake up d g JeFF's house. well i am in his house now lorhx. lawlx. den after that go USJ1 court..saw a few people there..den Jeff got match. watch lo. sadly they lost to Kwang Hwa...all big big one. i dun think they under 14. haiz. den nvm lo. watch usj 13's match. also lost to Muifatt. Geng. swtz. Den Chieh kheng need to stitch his chin...O.o damn geli. kesian him. well after that go Summit. den watch the Click. n makan. den go arcade. saw one fella play the Super Shooter ( basketball ) damn geng. jeff best record 187 his best record 398. wtf ?!?! den later walk to court 9 !! damn far. den later that saw Brenda muimui come. so happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolz...saw her match. cheered for her. she won ^^ lolx. she so geng. i'm glad of her.
okay i gtta go now...just wanna say i am damn happy saw Brenda muimui nia lorhx. =D and btw we lost to PBA white by one Point. damn !! lawlx. den go back Jeff hse. fan kao.
-out-

8th August. X-ham day. T.T

well. exam day is today. =[ let me see...


today is a veriii veriii bowing dae. early morning wake up dota d l0rhx. den chat chat chat. kinda boring though. no one to chat wit. later on onii Adeline MuiMui online. den chat wif her lorhx. den chao o2jam...played v3 hard. missed 30 bad 19. kanasai eh. but can pass lar. hahax. den later on go n bath...den makan !! wwaiittt...wad i makan d arh ?! oh yea !! chicken licee...=D den later on go schooL lorhx. reach school saw Jing Venn n Shin Yi with Pn. Arni. =\ den go canteen. as usual. go find Riley Jie Jie lorhx. as usual. she is damnn freaking B L U R !! =\ lawlx. den study study study with Yen Yi n Cheryl lorhx. =) for the first time i actually studied. =D


tHen...go in da class...Pn.Arni came in. den she giv us B.M. paper. we started doing...i do do do do...its quite easy for me la...but Moral easier. =D den after do B.M. finish sleep for a while. =den later on Moral !! =P so easy...lawlx. den that sohai Iman...we all do finish talk a bit. she go write name...give Mrs. Jill Ee Poh Chuan. K A N A S A I !! sienx. nvm lo. demerit again. hai lat. well i know u spies or wadever followers of Mrs Jill gonna read this. read this edi. go tell her k ? she is over the limit. damn many students mm song the way she are right now. she is so over the limit. n seriously...everyone prefers the old Mrs Jill. thats all i gotta say bout her. u all spies wanna tell. go tell. i dun giv a shyt. btw then RECESS TIME !! makan lu. wit tze herng + kai jin. XD den later go back class. go Seni. 40 minutes nii leh !! kanasai eh. so fast. i tak sempat siap. last minute hentam sajalaa. XD den the most fearful subject............HISTORY a.k.a SEJARAH !! sobx...T.T damn i dunno how to do...sure fail...hai lat. nvm just do lor. after that i check...ALL DO TERBALIK ARR !!! kanasai. XP den later on ring bell...ma go out lor. walk out...talk to Gillian...she give me the letter i use to write to her last time. wow she still keeping. but onii 2...lolx. i still keeping her letter lorhx. ALL of them =P hahax. for memories ma. wad u expect. the best gf i have ever had worhx. =P now no more d larhx. =P
well i gotta go...wanna chao Dota wit Jeffrey Piong Jia Fei a.k.a JeFFzZz hahax.
P.S. well im ok wit Jeff now i guess. kinda happy. but sadly im near to kena gantung from schooL. ouch damn Mrs. Jill needs a counsellor O.O lawlxxx.
im outta ere~

xoxo. ..::..sHawN..::..

5th August. just another weekend.

it's saturday today..as usuaL.. goLF !! let me see...

early mornin. wake up. go get ready. go toilet. do business n then bath. den get dress up. wear my ugly n un-nice golf shirt O.O den go down eat 5 slices of friend bread. ( organic bread * ewww * ) den take my golf set into the car lorhx. den go in car. listen to music. got that stewpid song " old newspaper...old newspaper...sau kau pou chi...old news paper...paperlama!! " so lamex !! =.=" then reach there. saw my coach. not really my coach la but its one of the coach in my academy. den challenge him chip & putt. lost T.T lolx.

den after that. went home. slept in the car. damn funny !! my mum go tapau food for dad. then that time. she park infront of a group of ppl eating. right infront onii. den i dunno ma. i sleeping ma. the exhaust pipe in front of them eating nii. LOL! den my mum went down off the engine. i was like why so hot. go on back !! lol kesian the person at the back !! LOL. eat my smoke. hahahax. den go back lu. go bath. on the comp. =D chat with karling mui lorhx. den go read adeline's blog. got my name inside O.O LOL. den later talk to kai jin. den we go padang together. my mum go pick him up =D den we go padang lorhx. teach him some tips i learn from Zoe. =D
den play wit him lorhx. play game. lol me n him teamwork quite ok larh. only thing he needa learn how to find for space. XD

den later he go buy drink for me...:) den he go back lorhx. den i play 5 on 5 wit some big guys. i playmaker as usual. XD den play play score was 52 - 60. we 60. we won. ^^ den play 4v4 hlf court. our team un beatable. play 3 round all win 11-2 11-3 11-0 LOL!! den later go back lu. den online. check she online or not. den she not online nvm lor. go watch tokyo drift. ^^ den later cum back. she said hi to me liaox. oooo. lolx. den ma say hi back lorhx.
den play dota. kanasai eh that shuan jin play till so noob. den say lag lag lag. XD my morphling ownin like sial sial sial man !! XD

now ma chattin wit ppl lor. damn no mood nia. haihx.

well. i gotta go. damn tired to write blog dii. i'll write some other time.
p.s. God bless her. and i really hope she could actually forgiv me n have feelins for me. O.O and jeff is still mad at me. ah well. o.o out-

xoxo. ..::..shawN..::..

3rd August unlucky month. )=

hmm. its been a long time since i even visit my own blog O.O well im back again and i wanna write a lil' something bout my life so far.

first of all. im kinda happy today cause Rayna muimui is back lu. so long nvr see her. she had problems so she had to go back to Ipoh. well today saw her back di lo. ^.^ well i am kinda unlucky this whole month. including July. i don't really know wad has gotten into me. i really think that i am changing into something people dislike ? o.O and my luck turned bad )= well i fought with jun weng which is my one and only pet bro. i don't know why i just cant control it. secondly Jeff is angry at me because of my mistake. but i didnt really realise. i fight back. and now. oh great. we argued. -_-" and thirdly. Dex's like putting his back on me. i don feel that im his close friend anymore. maybe Trived or Asraf is. i dont knoe. oh well. and fourthly. my pet sis Steph is also mad at me. cuz of my sillyness. and cuz i cant control myself. go scold jun weng ?! wtf o.o im seriously in deep shit. and fifth. the gurL i like doesnt like me. oh well. that one i really don't know wad to do edi. i've tried my best to treat her as good as i could. ahh nvm that.
well what can i say. its me against the world. -_-! its pain. its hurting me. argh i hope i could like turn back time. its hard not talking to Jeff. and is hard too keep on being angry at Jun weng. argh. i hate myself.

well. the good thing is. i accepted Christ =D and all i wish for is my friends to be safe. god blezz them. ^^ and also im in the u6bc team already. im kinda happy get to play for them. im in the second team. apparently Jeff is in the first. oh well. urm the competition " Carlsberg Cup " is on this Sunday if im not mistaken. ahhhhh. nervous. now no stamina d. i scared la. T.T hmm. wad else can i say. well what can i say...JESUS RAWKXxX =D

let me talk bout today lor. wake up at 7++ straight away on dota ! =D play play play. use Morphling. damn kao gay l0rhx. 2 aegis 1 boots of travel. one divine one mkb and one s n y. wahlaoo. ownin. XD den after that chao o2jam wit Rodney n Gillian. oh yea. Hsuting mui was in Gillian'z house. talked to them through microphone lorhx. =) den after that go schooL lorhx. talk talk talk then go class d. the whole day almost all teacher din come. so song !! ma play play n talk talk n do project XD well recess time nothing much happen. juz ate alot. siao siao one the canteen suddenly siao duno wad Roti Kentucky Fried Ch#b*i XD and then sell Murtabak. O.O den arr. ma eat with kai jin dey all lorhx. den talk talk talk. =D go back class late. go borrom BM book from Caleb. LawlXx. den after that study study study. " cheeee " den after schooL went out. saw Gillian lo. talk to her. she want sweet. keep on want eat sweet. lolx tomorrow maybe i bring for her lOrhx. =D den come back write blog. that'Z alLL. =D

god please help me in all my problems and bless my friends no matter who they are or how they treated me.
p.s. i really want to be with her. i hope my wish could actually come true. XD i lorve her.

xoxo. ..::..sHawN..::..