Monday, September 28, 2009

I choose you.


You know, thing's haven't been always the way i wanted it to be. SPM's coming and i'm not studying. I'm leaving school and i feel like i've not done anything for the school. College's coming but i don't miss school life, i'm not ready for a goodbye. My career? I chose Mass comm, or maybe marketing. I also chose, an outgoing life. But i don't want to forget, the most important thing i want to choose. Someone that inspires my heart, and inspires me. That someone always make me want to find out what's going on tomorrow, the one that keeps me going. You know it's you. Here's a message to you. Take care and i hope you're doing well. I'm missing you, alot.

I don't think i'm ready for goodbyes.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Regrets

it was my mistake. i regretted. but i hope at least it makes you happy. i need you. sorry for making your mind so fucking confused right now. I'm sorry for everything. I mean, i didn't do it on purpose. i just want whats best for you, and in the same time whats best for me. I want what i really want. and i think i know what i really want. but at least let me show to you that i really really want it. i know it's hard. i want you to focus on your upcoming exams too. but this feeling i've got inside me just wouldn't stop troubling me . i just hope that you're reading this while knowing, what i really want. i already promised, i won't break it. If it had to make me swear , i'll swear on my own name. Might seem not that truthful, it's your personal thinking. I want you to know, it's not that i want whats only beneficial to me, but to the both of us mainly. my world , your world, my fight is your fight. I guess that's what u said. Oh wells, enough said. I'm out but i came to the nearby cyber cafe just to type it all that i had to spill. I can't keep it in me any longer. Something tells me i need to text you but i don't dare. I don't have the guts to even text a simple " hi " to you. But i do hope that you're reading this. Our conversation shall not be continued as i hope for a better one, more optimistic and yet more cheerful. I hope everything goes as i hope it will be. I just hope you could think it over. Even if it takes u to think twice, or more. Whatever i tell you yesterday was true. The past is the past, todays a gift, girl. That's why its called the present. and our future? you'll have to open and make use of today's gift to have a better future. I'm SERIOUS. On my knees, please? take care.

ps. guys can dream too, so make that dream, come true. :)
pps. if you read this, i hope i have a reply from you, via msn or text i dont mind.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

For you. (:


This video is dedicated to you, lee yoke shan. :D hope you like it. Good luck in your pmr and God bless you! :D
I lied, my friends went home early in the morning yesterday.
Just that i did this video instead of sleeping, just for you. :) loves.
I'm sure Martin wouldn't stop writing songs , i promise too! *smiles* now i'm dead tired. hope you're watchin
this video. loves!

ps. i'm SERIOUS.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya.

7/10
Not really THAT funny or THAT scary. A so-so movie for me. I rather watch :
Scares me even more when i was a lil boy. :P

Have a good raya to all of you muslim earthlings! :D Hope you get duit raya(s) and belanja me! ( I don't know why but just belanja me la, pahala ) Don't belanja me : dosa. Why? Cause Kedekut-an is a dosa. :P Wtf i'm crappin. Ohh and MPH is being a bitch. D:

Sunday, September 20, 2009

What ?

No stock in all outlets. Crazy man. o.o! Oh well. I just woke up, been pretty tired today. I have no idea why , maybe because i slept very very late last few days and also i'm always out the whole day. Yoke shan we have to go out ! :D

Ps. i miss you.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Happy birthday, dad.

Daddy.

The cake. o.o!
Family.
Spot me?
Rempit ma.
It's belated, by the way. His birthday passed, 16th sept. We celebrated at neway ss15. It was not bad but i had a full tummy that's why i couldn't enjoy the food. D: Looks nice. Voiceless now, after singing like someone who CAN sing. D: I'm going to watch football now. :D

Ps. to you, time can't erase a feeling this strong. ;)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

JPS, we have a problem.

All American Rejects
VS.

PMR!

Yes we do have a problem. All American Rejects are here during halfway through the form 3 examinations , PMR. Place your votes now, which one will grab more attention? :)
BUT, sadly only Digi is giving out free tickets and i have not recieved any tickets for sale yet dear buyers. If i have, i promise i will open up to everyone to buy kay? stay tuned. :)

Friday, September 11, 2009

Bored of exams.

bagasi gay kuuu. :D
I FUCKING HATE EXAMS. they're like so boring. i hate where i'm sitting. left don't let to copy, front too far, back don't let to copy, right nobody. O.o I'm so failing this time , like seriously, if i pass my science subjects or addmaths, there'll be a pot of gold at the end of rainbows. omfg so lame. but whatever let me show u something i drew during ze trials. x) i didn't know how to do chemistry so i started drawing.

Awesome eh? :P
Damn lame but whatever la. :)

Everything's just fine with life i guess. I quit magic, I quit dota ( not really ) I CANNOT start studying eventhough i'm trying like stonehard. I am getting lamer by the days cause of Irene. I'm getting sick and tired of tuitions but whatever kasturi is fun. I am lacking on movies, i need to watch FD 3d! OMFG. please teman me i'll buy u tickets. :D

I gotta run.
OH before i go, kidda told me this.
When the lion rawrs, the jungle shatters.
When the pig sneezes, the whole world trembles. -.-

Ps. I HATE SPM. D: but please come faster, i wanna get over you, SPM.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

hello :)

I'm not shawnkhoo. Bwahahah :)

I'm HIS MYSTERY FRIEND.

oh gosh, i'm so lame.

Guess who am i? Which, i doubt any of you will, cause you guys don't know me. HAHA!

hint: I'm not who you think you are & i'm not from his school.

Okay, there you go! Keep guessing, and leave a tag in his cbox if you know who am i :D i'll check out his cbox, and see if you got it right!

Anyways, Shawnkhoo wants me to write something about him. So here you go, SHAWN.

He's having trials, but he doesn't want to study. He spends his time, playing Dragonica. How lifeless is that :P

and i'm done.

Dragonica!

I rate it 7/10 I guess. Didn't catch my interest so much as 2moon did.
It's hard to level up and the life losing is just insane? o.o
Guess what? fuck online games, i have personal problems to handle. D:

ps. I'm Losing control.
f.y.i : i miss you,best friendku, yokeshan.

Friday, September 04, 2009

Coincidence.

So me and CheongCarmen were talking on our way to go buy some food. I asked, " Carmen, after spm pergi mana? " she answered , " Perth ". ( that's where i'm 100% going btw. ) So i was shocked and happy and suprised la. Then she asked quickly , " WHAT UNI WHAT UNI? " i was like, err Curtin? She got so hyped up, jump jump jump shouting " Omg OMG i got friend yay yay. "
Super conincidence like omfglolwtf? Oh well, not bad lah, got carmen there to teman me. :D

Ps. I hope you're happy.